Shit ... Is she worth it?

Are you worth it? Are you worth spending my money? Are you worth wasting my time?

these are the questions that run in my mind everytime I start to fall for a girl

If she is worth it then boom.. go kill! hahaha

there are girls that are "so-so" but there are gems that's worth every time, money, attention, feeling etc...

A girl that I would be willing to risk everything just to be with her.. do everything just to see, hear, smell her...

A girl that I can't be without... a girl that I can't go without seeing her face in an hour.

A girl that I'd be willing to sacrifice coffee time.. just to be with her..

If I don't catch a glimpse or talk or chat or text this girl that i'd go fucking crazy...

A girl that when we see each other it doesn't matter if we don't talk to each other... the mere fact that she's there and she's close by is so important... that it makes my heart sing and muscles weak at the same time...

A girl that makes me lose my appetite but at the same times makes me crave for chicken...

A girl that makes my stomach turn... and fills my stomach with butterflies because I want to impress her, but all the while knowing that girls doesn't need to be treated like a princess, she just wants to know that I'm there and I care.....

My life was simple.. but WTF she made my life miserable...

Even though I know this is fake and that this just all in my mind... I'm the one who's punishing myself for falling for her..

but in the corner of my mind ...

I know I made an impact in her life... and that my efforts are not wasted...

and that she is someone to be treasured...